Hello Everyone

I am so sorry that i haven’t been on i’v been busy lately and Other stuff been going on anyways i hope everyone is doing okay and i am so doing okay and i just wanted to check on my followers today

Hows everyone today?

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Girls support group

Hi guys i am gonna tell you want i am doing today………

Today i am going to see my therapist today every Monday i see my therapist at 11:00 A.m But today is going fast so we forgot want time i was so now at 1:00 P.m in the afternoon i am going to see my therapist and talk to her for an hour and then come back home for a few hours and at 4:30 i got to be at my support group on time and be their for 2 hours and then come home and eat dinner and get ready for bed and wake up tomorrow morning and get all my school work done and get on my blog and write and read stuff and Ext. And then wesuday comes around and on wesuday night i am standing in front of the youth group and tell them about my  past and tell them how God changed my life around   

 

Memories And Moments

Remember the memories we shared together 

Remember the moments we shared together 

Remember the words we use to say to each other 

Remember the hugs we shared together 

Remember the laughs we shared together

Remember the smiles we shared together 

Remember the kisses we shared together 

Remember the tears we shared together 

Remember the fights we shared together 

            I do,Everyday i think about these things and i wonder if i ever cross you’re mind and i wonder if you feel the same way as i do and i wonder if you cry sometimes when you look at the picture book i gave you…….I will  tell you this someday when we date again i promise i will make everything better again 

 

 

—Courtney—-

 

Talking about how God gave me a sign.

Feb 1st 2018

     Hi everyone, i am going to tell you how God changed me around…..

First i’v been though a lot lately and Now i’v been going to a new church and i am new and i went away to get some help with my depression and get me better and now to me It seems like he gave me a sign and i kept telling him all last please take my life and please let me die i can’t take this pain anymore but yet on the 10th of last month i went somewhere for help but since i came back i went to a new church which is called New Hope and last night i went to the youth group and One of the youth pastor their and i sat down with that person and like i got saved when i was 13 but last year i went to church camp and i got saved again last year and Last night i told the person who i talked too i said that i thought want it meant but really i don’t know but Next week i am going to walk up and in front the teens who goes to youth group and tell them about my past and how i became depressed and How God Gave me a sign saying i need to live to spread his word around the world and get people to believe that they don’t have to fear nothing because God is in our hearts and How he helped me though my tough times………

 

                                                           THANK GOD FOR DIEING FOR US AND BEING BY OURSIDES THANK YOU 🙂 

 

Wrote by:Courtney Elizabeth Worthy 

..My Bubble..

                            My Bubble 

My bubble is an Invisible space around me……

Want it feels like inside my bubble? It can be fun and amazing sometimes 

Want i say when i feel like someone is not respecting my space? Leave me alone for awhile and like me have my own space 

How i respect my bubble space? I sometimes just stay by myself so i can have my own space and my self time alone 

Want i like about my bubble? I like my own bubble because it can be fun when i am away from drama 

Why we all need our bubbles? Because we all need our own spaces sometimes

How i respect other’s bubbles? How i respect other’s bubbles is to stay away from them when they say they need some space you know want i am saying

 

My bubble is my bubble and only my bubble but if i let you inside my bubble you should feel great about you’re self because i NEVER let anyone inside my bubble unless i like you so I like everyone who is following me thank you for everything 🙂

 

 

If i go

If i go away, would you stay back and think of me,if i say that i am though would you watch me as i walk away you’re drowning me in my tears,you ripe’d my heart out of my chest and shattered it on the cold hard ground,i keep hurting myself so now you can stay back as far as you can, so i can love again if i die young would you send me away with the words i’v been singing,it feels like i’m in a fairy tale if i go in the fairy tale world,would you stay back and think of me,you’re no longer good for me anymore…you’ve made me cry a lot, i guess i wasn’t good enough for you i loved you for so long….My brain was telling me to keep thinking about you but my heart was telling me no because my heart was breaking bad i was listening to my brain and not my heart if i go and never return would you be still standing their waiting for me while you are crying and tiring apart like i was and again thank you for my broken heart.My heart is retiring from heartbreaks.And i also have scares on my heart and my life also my arm…..Now i am lost,if i go would you stay back and think of me

 

 

 

Sad love story

Wrote by: Courtney Elisabeth Worthy

Tomorrow Morning……

Hi everyone sorry if i haven’t been writing any posts but i’v been busy lately and plus i won’t be on for a whole week and a day because i am going inpatient tomorrow morning around 10:00 So I am going to get more help like i wanted and i will post something when i get back home and tell y’all how i’v been and stuff anyways I hope you all have a great week i hope i do lol anyways Bye talk to you guys soon.